The Relationship Tarot Reading Layout

1. The current relationship. - 5 of swords - we just had a big falling out and it caused a lot of tension between us. We both messed up, and I took it overboard. We talked about it and are in the forgiving stages.
2. What are the strengths in the relationship. 9 of wands - even though we did have a fight, we agreed to remain friends.
3. What are the challenges or blockages in the relationship. 2 of swords - we are both very protective of ourselves. I have been open with my feelings, but I feel like he is blocking his emotions and can't make up his mind.
4. What you are bringing into the relationship. 7 of wands - I still have feelings for him and don't want to give this up. I see a lot of potential.
5. How you see the relationship currently. strength - this relationship is taking a lot out of me. I am very hurt and its a struggle to keep moving on.
6. What you want from the relationship in the future. 3 of cups - I miss his friendship the most, I just wish we could enjoy each others company like old times.
7. What may be holding you back from allowing the relationship to develop. Queen of swords - I can be distant and "bitchy"... despite wanting to reconnect with him my instinct is to retreat and be a "widow".
8. What you need to do to grow the relationship. Ace of wands - Focus on a fresh start to the relationship and try to overcome these challenges.
9. What the other person is bringing into the relationship with you. four of cups
10. How your partner sees the relationship currently. page of pentacles
11. What your partner wants from the relationship in the future.queen of cups
12. What may be holding your partner back from allowing the relationship to develop. 7 of pentacles
13. What your partner needs to do to grow the relationship. the sun
14. Where is the relationship heading. king of swords
15. What you need to do to make the most of this relationship. the tower